What's wrong with me what am I doing not there.
I didn't think it was possible for me to actually go through with this whole "I'm not going back to camp this summer" thing, it usually never works. but it did. and now I'm getting paid 2.50 an hour to help little girls put clothes on, spread butter on their bagels, act like a creep and stare at a pool for 8 hours. What made me think this was a better idea? Well, it was it was a good idea when I thought I wasgoing to spend the time with Allie, and have a good summer with friends, but in reality i'm swamped and exhausted half the time. Matthew works at night and I work during the day, weekends Im not sure about those existing so well. No time to make things no time to relax, but hopfully I'm going to find a light in this a perky optomistic way to make this a more summery summer I suppose. I'm going to visit camp soon though with Adrian tallses and Raffels which is going to kick complete ass no lie no lie.

Stuck in a chemical superfly spectrum of sparratic singing
He's making the days melt into marioland
On and on back and forth the bells of serenity are ringing
My love my life I've become a wife, I'm on an aeroplane aiming far
Astrological amnimosity, aching my eyes with smiles he is constantly bringing